made the decision..
i’m sure everyone will disagree with my decision. maybe it is still not time to give up. and i need that probably slap to wake up if it ever comes.
they said that after some time you feel numb… i beg to differ…
though the numbness the pain seems even more vivid..
i want to move on. but i do not have the strength. i feel as though everything is being sucked out of me..
blow after blow after blow.. i do not how much longer i can hold on..
i am human.. i just want to feel loved, respected, treasured by my other half.. why does this feel like such an impossible task?
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