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Does he love me, I wanna know,
how can I tell if he loves me so?
(Is it in his eyes)
oh no you’ll be deceived
(is it in his sighs)
oh no he’ll make believe.
If you wanna know
(shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop)
if he loves you so
it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is…. oh yeah!)
(Or is it in his face)
oh no it’s just his charms
(in his warm embrace)
oh no that’s just his arms.
If you wanna know
(shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop)
if he loves you so
it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is)
woh-oh, it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is).
Woh-oh-oh kiss him….. and squeeze him tight
and find out what you want to know.
If it’s love if it really is….it’s there in his kiss.
(How ’bout the way he acts)
oh no that’s not the way
and you’re not listening to all I say.
If you wanna know
(shoop shoop shoop shoop
shoop shoop shoop shoop)
if he loves you so
it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is)
woh-oh, it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is)
Woh-oh-oh kiss him….. and squeeze him tight
and find out what you want to know.
If it’s love if it really is….it’s there in his kiss.
(How ’bout the way he acts)
oh no that’s not the way
and you’re not listening to all I say.
If you wanna know
(shoop shoop shoop shoop
shoop shoop shoop shoop)
if he loves you so
it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is)
woh-oh, it’s in his kiss
(that’s where it is)
Oh yeah it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is),
ooh it’s in his kiss (that’s where it is).
Really cute song. Like the shoop shoop.. LOL~
Sometimes though you understand for a fact that what happens happens for a reason, one can’t help but ask Why?
Just found out that my friend’s mom’s cancer came back. Then read about the recent cambodia dragon boating incident. My heart skipped a beat. You can really just lose your loved ones just in that instant.
She is really the nicest person ever I have met. Can’t help but ask the being over head why is this happening and the same time makes me want to believe, cause I want to pray for her recovery. To be able to witness a miracle.
Though it has nothing to do with me, somehow there is just this ache in my heart. To think people can just go make a fuss out of nothing when there are greater forces out there than just yourself.
Both of us cried.. to think of something happening to someone so dear to us. Life goes on, but somehow I realise that I do not know how to console people. All I can say is that I will try to be there, to bring a smile into your life when the light seems to be so dim. That I can sit there and listen to you cry your heart out or even make silly jokes so as to make you laugh.
So many thoughts in my mind now. Maybe one should learn to appreciate his/her life instead of complaining about little things all the time. To be able to look at other people suffering and understand that despite all the things we complain about are just but little things as compared to what others are going through. To understand that the world do not just consist of you and you ONLY.
Bin always told me not to wallow in self pity. To think how your life sucks and no one loves you etc. If you love yourself pick yourself out of that mood. If you do not know how to love yourself, you will never know how to love others. Amazes me how some people have the ability to make you go on a guilt trip or like make out their life to be so pathetic.
Why can’t they just stand up and move on? Deal with the things that God gave you and live with it.. Understand that many a times what you think are suffering is only one tenth of what others are facing and yet many are so much stronger and so much happier.
Someone told me “if someone really wants to die, he/she will always die”. It is so true. Maybe at times life feels so horrible that you can not stand living. Maybe at times the road is so dark ahead that you can’t even be bothered to guess what is ahead. Maybe I do not understand how one is able to just take his/her life away just like that, when so many out there are struggling to make things work and to just survive another day.
Cannot comprehend how one even contemplates such thoughts.
Told jin before that I will never commit suicide. Reason being is that I want to see what my kids look like, to see who is my husband, to see what is ahead, to slowly witness the unravellings of my future. To live life to the fullest.
I do not know what title up there. Because so many things are happening right now. So it shall just remain as “untittled”
Safety or Restriction?
Shadows & Reflections
Nudity or art?Perception really changes everything.
Have always liked to use photos as a way of illustrating what is it that I am feeling at this point of time. Can you see what is it that I see?
Almost everyday, when I reach the office it feels almost as if we are fighting a war. At the end of the day, all I feel is this overwhelming sense of exhaustion, aching back, mental exhuastion…
Just heard from one my colleague that another colleague might be leaving. Felt this overwhelming urge to cry, and also this sense of concern for her. Wondering what can happen that might lead to this decision.
Although it has only been what, 2 mths plus. I have never felt so happy at any other place before, when you reach this kind of stage, one rarely wants anything to change. Its all about the balance. She is such a nice and capable person that I do not think anyone can actually replace her.
Probably when people chance upon my blog they might actually say how this is life. I know that, but somehow my morale just fell. Can’t help but feel sad, Citrus is like a family to me and I do not wish anything to change.
Coupled with losing of several projects to some “*^(*@#&^$”. Starting to feel that bit of stress to actually land projects and also more clients. To land big projects so that we can help our boss meet our quota.
*tired*
