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I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you’re gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
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Lovely song. I guess in a way, we always start missing something when that someone or something isn’t by your side any longer. Just like when someone do not perform something that he or she usually does, you tend to miss it even more. What defines trying your best? When do you know the limit?
It feels as though that there is an inner perfectionist inside me. Always looking and pointing at the flaws. Feeling unsatisfied at anything or everything, wanting everything to be just the way i want it. *confused*
You’re a falling star, You’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You’re the perfect thing to say.
And you play your card, but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don’t pretend, that you don’t know it’s true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re a carousel, you’re a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You’re a mystery, you’re from outer space,
You’re every minute of my everyday.
And I can’t believe, uh that I’m your man,
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And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through,
And you know that’s what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re every song, and I sing along.
Cause you’re my everything.
yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
recommended to me by Desmond, such a nice sweet song. make me feel like swaying to it, under the moonlight with the one I love. picture a picnic by the beach or on a hill top, dim, a bit dark, your loved one mouthing or even singing along to the lyrics on this song while looking into your eyes. *melts*
at the side is the picnic cloth, those red and white checked kind, with a basket of food and wine. *perfect*
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My stay at the Makati Shangri-la. My reaction when I entered the room was of amazement and wonder. Then next came the feeling of something or rather someone missing. Such a lovely room, I would absolutely love it if I can share the luxury with someone. Instead I had to indulge in it alone. But nevertheless, did a test, I can do like 2 and a half turns on the king size bed. *evil luffs*
The bed is just absolutely heaven. Out of my window, I can see the city square of Makati. Didn’t get the chance to head out to look around throughly. Only a sneak peek, when I stomach was growling like mad, so went out to buy a snack after I arrived in Manila.
shall update more the next time and post up more picts. Now I just want to relax and listen to the music…
Cheers~
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won’t miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there’s one memory I don’t want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won’t miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I’m lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would’ve said it’s over
And I can’t pretend… I won’t think about you when I’m older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can’t be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
Ouch. That was the first think that comes to mind. Nice recommendation by the way. How must it hurt if miss some one so much and to feel at the same time that you can’t be the one who can bring him or her the happiness that he/ she deserves.
There was this particular episode of friends where I think Pheobe told Ross that if he is smelling Rachael’s hair it means that he is probably in love with her. Is this true then? hurhur~ Interesting kind of observation though. 
Though I think most guys or even girls identify a certain kind of smell to that special one in their heart. Read stories where people wake up smelling this certain scent of their love ones after they are dead.. etc etc. Wonder what scent do I carry.. 
hurhur~ Guess it is probably different to everyone.
Oh, and talking about closure. It seems that the thing that people hold on or like think about the most is people whom they never had closure with. Be it people whom you had a crush on and vice versa etc, that the fact that maybe something might have happen if not for whatever that was in the way, etc.
Psychologically I guess the reason is possibility. That you might have missed the window of opportunity, Or what could might have been, the word.. “maybe”, “coulda” etc. But in a way, some of us will link it to fate. If you are really meant to be, I guess no matter how long it takes you would end up together.
Read this story before, of this two close friends, always sort of had feelings for each other, just at a different timing all the time. Wrote letters to one another which i think they never post out, etc. Think got married and all, divorce, or like the spouse died etc. Always been there for each other etc, and finally when they were at about 50+ then they realize that the special someone in their heart had always been each other.
Fate works in funny ways I guess, many people ask “what if”, some regret what they didn’t do, etc. But then, I guess in a way that is a sign from the being above that the particular someone you are musing about is probably not the one, or maybe not yet. Cause, you never know.
Had this theory that everyone was born into this world together as a pair. That when we entered as babies, we are split up, that’s why we howl in such anguish when we were born. (hurhur~) And throughout our life, we stumble through obstacles, etc. We learn, we experience, and the road or string that link us with our other half intertwines with others, I mean.. there is only so much space in the world, and strings or roads can never all travel parallel-ly. So there explain our so called boyfriends, girl friends, crush, flings etc. Maybe they were right in front of u all along, but I guess sometimes people either lose their way or get tangled up in all the string there is. But then overtime as everything untangles, u will meet that special someone, the one whom u are meant to be with all along.
Wonder what kind of feeling that is like. And at this age of growing up of finding a career, you think to yourself, have I found him already. But I guess you never know, otherwise life will never be so exciting. Each day a new mystery to solve.
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I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me
I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you
I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth
‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…
Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
nice song… hur~ Ahgong say its for people with their past. Which in certain sense I was that someone. Stuff which I can’t get myself to forget. Things which I think only those closest to me know of. In a way, think I am like liang. Sharing pieces with different different peeps. One holding each part of me, but never the whole piece, cept think Jin holds the biggest.
Glad that I have her by myside all those times I was down. Cheers babe, and also certainly to all the people out there who gave me their care and concern, a no. that is certainly not small.
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WAHHAHAHA! due to a twist of fate.. I am heading off to Manila! handling some conference over there. Short trip though. Flying in this friday the 21st, coming back on Saturday the 22nd.
Shiok~ always wanted to travel. TOld my boss send me anywhere I will also go. No need to worry one.
Muahahaha~ SO far so good, everythign have been settled fast fast, now just waiting for the hotel to reply and confirm on certain issues.. woohoo~
Manila here I come!
Today is the day! things are moving in. sigh~ such a good weather to actually fall asleep and laze in bed, but I guess I can never really lie in at home.
New bed frame is on its way to my house as of noW! woohoo~ had a trial last night sleeping on the slumberland pillow which i got for 15 dollars. I tell you it is absolute heaven. AND TO THINK I WILL HAVE 4 of them! woohoO~
my oh my… hurhur~
jin if you are reading this, u better come get them fast, otherwise the other two would be at risk too, seeing how I am a sucker for ALOT of pillows. hurhur~
Heaven.. hopefully the new bed will solve my problem of just sleeping at night. It is propped up on my wall now, and everytime I pass it, I just can’t resist leaning on it for abit. SHIOK~
the next step would be to paint my room! woohoo~ anyone up for paint shopping? *beams*
xiaomin
Collide lyrics
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You’re barely waking
And I’m tangled up in you
Yeah
I’m open, you’re closed
Where I follow, you’ll go
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I’m quiet you know
You make a first impression
I’ve found I’m scared to know I’m always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Love this song. and I guess the lyrics are partly the reason why I wanted to get a queen size bed, cos the first verse always creates an image of one waking up in a queen size bed, with loads of pillows, and a very comfy comforter, in the arms of his/her loved one.
Total bliss…
Wonder what this song is about though, is colliding a bad or good thing. Guess you can take it both ways.
busy busy day i guess, though not as stressful as I thought. Went out practically the whole day! nothing much to do also, cos I am not in charge yet for any projects yet anyway.
Learned loads of lessons today. How to measure the height of the wall, difference in printing pantone, or like RGB on different kind of materials, how to haggle with suppliers, etc.
learned that somehow I am having some flower luck lately. first time was when i went swimming the other day. This ahbeng came up to me and ask for my phone no. for his friend. who was wearing a hairband IN the swimming pool.
then today. got asked for my number again. pretty interesting ey.. thought it was all in the past, but well. whatever… fun and interesting i guess. Yet sometimes i do wonder if I should actually like just get to know certain peeps and well. boss says to network.
hmmmzz…
Saw this pict at photo.net.. kinda cute, though I am not a big fan of lizards. But! still, they are pretty loveable. The day is wearing on and I am still entertaining myself, this is probably what they call the calm before the storm, before everything hits. Can’t wait…
