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Never knew how gossips could actually hurt someone untill I got hurt by it recently. Heard of some rumour that has been going about. That I have been sending flirty smses to some boyfriend of some girl. Well, the thing is, if that is true.
Why is it that I do not even have his no. or his msn? Faints…
And seriously.. all my frens know that I do not have a head for numbers. I do not even remember my daddy’s hp no! How am I suppose to remember the number of some guy? Who is insignificant to me?
Just hope that this misunderstanding don’t get too overboard. Was pretty disturbed by this. The fact that people can sprout untruths, without some form of concrete evidence.
Don’t think anyone actually realise it, but I’m really quite a loner in hall 8. Somehow, I have never really mix with the people from my batch. Don’t really have a clique whom I hang out with. Probably due to the fact that I hang out mostly with my sister and that I was so involved in school.
Back in 13 it was the same thing. I sure do know alot of people, but I never did open myself up enough to be considered the same group. Was always off to hall 7, or liang’s house. Didn’t really have a group of friends to call my own.
Now, back in hall 8, it suddenly felt like I’m opening up my options, making more friends then I ever had as compared to my year 1 days. Not sure if it is due to my character, I just don’t like to bother people, hence never did like to intrude into other groups which were already formed. Always treat myself like an outsider and withheld myself from there.
And I guess, to a certain extent, you are right, I feel back at home after I came back hall 8, a certain sense of belonging that will stay in my heart, in fact, I might even suffer from withdrawal effects after I move out.
Viva Hall 8 4ever!
You definitely reap what you sow. After years of slacking, I am currently faced with a five day week in my Final Year and Last Semester in NTU. I lament and whine everyday at anyone who cares enough to listen, but then, I realised that this is a rather great way to end my years in NTU! I get to enjoy my life as a student fully before I enter the dreary working world! haha!
Sigh~ but with the upcoming graduation coming up… I can’t help but feel an increasing sense of depression. What can I do out there? Where to go? Do I want to do this? What is the right or rather how I can I keep from making mistakes? And the word DEBT looms even bigger. doomed. I just calculated and realised that in total I owe $30,544 to OCBC and also 8 Flags for the tuition fee loan and the PC loan.
I need to work! I need money… Max was talking about heading to NIE. Sounds like a great idea really… But then I wonder am I ready to take on the burden of our future generations into my hands. What can I offer to the students or rather what can I offer to the society out there.
Ponders~
Shall get back again once I have bathed and cleaned up my FYP data.
Later~
Sigh~ only now then do I fully understand what everyone meant by “you reap what you sow”. Wish I had clear my english earlier. Now I end up needing to go for classes on my own for BM315, as the school had scheldule my english lesson to be on the same time slot as my core. Wonder if Hongsheng and Kangwei will be nice enough to switch classes with me. Sigh~
Its been such a long time since I have blogged. Anyway, tommorow is the my first softball match with hall 8 since Year 1. It seemed like only yesterday when the controversial match against Hall 3 was played. Till now, I still can’t forget the scene of the Hall 3 players frantically scooping water from the water-logged field, the rain falling upon my tear-stained cheeks, the struggle to pick myself up after countless of pitching errors.
Then after which the freaking inciden, which basically no one admit his/her errors. Well, I believe the people who are involved in the incident know who am I talking about. Ah-hah~ I don’t know. *shrugs* Can’t help but feel that it was unjust.. but then what has passed has passed. Looking foward towards this IHG season with a new outlook! hurhur~
Anyway, playing with another totally different group of players now. Real fun and interesting bunch of peeps. I practically come away with firmer abs from every practice due to laughing too much. 
Softball had never been more fun. Kudos to you peeps!
Lets work hard towards the Finals!
