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hey blogggy! i seriously think i’m made for sales in promoting hair dryers! hah! i’m great at it.. seriously! hee~ xiaomin the great hair dryer promoter! mauhahah~
oh.. btw friends! i’m currently located at BEST DENKI BISHAN JUNCTION 8! hah~ head over here over the weekend to keep poor miserable me company. oh.. did i mention there r babes here! and they r all seriously skinny. i feel so chubby and fat! argh!damn~ i seriously need to either think bout exercising, or think of gettin dieting pills~~.. $$$$ haiz~
oh.. did i mention i’m goin to try go join the channel’s u’s search for host/actress? hah~ tryin onli la.. so need to slim down. :X hai~~~ hah~
btw, bloggy, i’m currently tryin to read chap’s blog.. (seriously it can’t load!) n my leg is also numb. haiz~ terrible feelin. everything seems to be headin in the wrong direction.. (-_-)”" and haw han keeps digressing from our current topic!! humph~~ oh. and my comp is havin prob on application to uni! argh!
i seriously should not enter any computer class. 
anyway, forgot to carry on my thoughts yesterday. u noe bloggy, i swear, the most heartbreakin thing is not to be separted cos of a human decision, but by death. As in if ur parents or love ones decide to dump u, it might hurt, but at least u can check up on them, or better wreak havock in their lifes! but if they leave this world, u won’t be able to see them ever. so ppl, cherish the ppl ard u! each of us is a special individual, destined for something in life. So treasure urself and others ard u!
though seriously its easy to say, hard to really think of it in times of being dumped. (*_*)~ hope i’ll never hav to experience that ever again.
oh. and chap u r right. so get out of ur depression already~! it will cause heart disease!
oh, btw i got a job lobang! ey..
one is must be computer literate. 6/hr, 9/hr after 6.30, and ey. 12 on sundays. for a CREATIVE PARENTING firm.
contact me for more details!
see ya blogger! *HUG* talk to ya again wor~
hey bloggy… today was the release of A’ level results. Pretty much a major rollercoaster ride for me and all the JC kids out there…
Another hurdle in life has passed. I’m glad of it. But thinking back of my two years in JC, I would say that I had definitely let my teachers and parents down. I did not put in my best effort as there is… which explains my emotional breakdownS.
Think I’m still feeling the after effect of the emotional trauma. I’m having loads of thoughts in mind, but somehow they have just simply mix together to present to word “CONFUSE”.
Having results are weird. Even when u have relatively gd results, u feel so bad bout being happy, cos there might be ppl who r close to you who are down. So u swing from HAPPY, excited, surprise to SAD, worried, speechless. So what exactly are u suppose to do? To express?
WHen a couple is together, there are expectations and concessions to meet and make. SHould a relationship be only of giving? Two ppl who, due to the love for each other, gives so much more. In my relationship however, it feels like i’m the one who has been doing all the taking. Not that i’m complaining, but i feel so guilty at times that i’ve not done as much as i should for my other half. Should i just sit back, enjoy and appreciate, or try to think of the things that i shld be doing, could be doing?
Someone once told me. People merely glance through the gd things that had happened to them in life, without realising how truly lucky and thankful they shld be. BUt these same ppl, chance upon the slightst ill fortune that should befall them, and dwell on these unhappy spots. Thinking of how they are so unlucky and filling themselves with envy, anger, etc.
I’m one of these ppl, who is trying to change. Tryin to appreciate the ppl ard me, the things happening to me. Not that my life has any misfortune of any kind yet. on the other hand, I have a rather smoothsailing life. I’m truely a blessed child.
heyhey! muahahaha! i finally have my own blog!!! way cool… ;p have been tryin to do it for like 1 yr…. and its all thanks to chapman!! (“,) at least i understand more bout blog now.. and i won’t feel like an idiot when i listen to my friends talk bout their blogs.. :> and i have a pic!!! hee~ at least my days in confinement after the release of my damned A’s results would be filled with self entertainment!! CHeers~
